I'M OK

Honestly,
I have had self-confidence issues.
Serious ones.
In the past.
But through a lot of stuff,
stuff that happened,
I am now really confident.
In myself,
and the way I am.

More exams next week.
I'm not too stressed.
I know I can do them.
I think I can pass them all.
So I'll try not to worry much.

I spent a lot of time,
this weekend,
discussing my future with myself.
I'm satisfied with what I know,
and what I don't,
and all the possibilities.

POSTED 08/05/2011

AND THEN SOME

Now I can breathe a little more.
I just did another exam.
Passed it I think!

Had good food today.
Came up with really random thoughts too.

Mused quite a bit!
About life, and love, and why.
And realized that everything is sorted.
I can't change anything.
And things come as they will.

POSTED 05/05/2011

THE ENDURING LOGIC

Exams start tomorrow.
Fun times.
Not to worry, I'm prepared.
I am strangely focused.
Can't wait for them to be over though!

I'm still smitten.
But pushing that to the back of my mind,
for now.
I must focus!

I'm so focused though,
that I have nothing to write here.
Unless I write about Porter's 5 Forces.

Rawr!
I is dinosaur.

Ok laters electro-diary.

POSTED 02/05/2011

THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT

So can one little action I do,
affect something slightly related,
but a million times different,
in a way that has nothing to do with it?

I would hope not.
I just hope that things will work out.
That everything will be ok.
I pray every night.
That things will work out.

Today, I learned something.
That someone in Manila had delivered a message,
from me, to the band Switchfoot.
Along with other peoples messages too.
But it's nice to know that Switchfoot
will read something from me.
And understand who their fans are!

Quite happy today.
Tomorrow is intensive study.
Exam the day after!

POSTED 01/05/2011

I KNOW WHY THE CAGED BIRD SINGS

Another day, another blog post.
Smitten is a word.
How awesome.

Today, I got a lot of work done.
I discovered how intrinsicly all ideas are linked.
i.e. no idea is original.
everything is derived from something else.
This is not necessarily a bad thing.
I drank Chinese tea,
and Christmas coffee.
I realized the beauty of friends.
I rocked out.
I played music.

My brain is slowly being cleared of thoughts,
other than those of looming exams.
But in a good way.
I can now focus.

Did it hurt?
When you fell from heaven?

Goldfish are awesomely useless.
While cats rock.

POSTED 30/04/2011